Being afraid to share emotions happens to many of
us. I learned a very hard lesson
..::Dixie
Chicks::..
We hide them and let others see only someone
who is always calm and cheerful.
But we all need to
open up, and a few kind, loving words from someone
can bring about that release. Don't hold back.
Give of
your heart and soul completely.
Way back, oh so many years.
To show only a smiling face
And forever hiding my tears.
Everyone said I was calm and collected
But I never would let them see.
The tears my heart kept hidden
Or the pain deep inside of me.
Through my years I kept on smiling
The most cheerful one in a crowd.
Only when alone and secluded
Did I let myself cry out loud.
I held a tight rein on emotions
Not letting anyone get near.
For to care would bring only sorrow
And heartache was my biggest fear.
Then one day someone looked deeper
And saw through my strongly built wall.
With sweet words and gentle encouragement
My barrier began to crumble and fall.
Now I can finally share my feelings
For that someone has helped me be proud.
I no longer feel afraid or ashamed
To let others see me cry out loud.
